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Aden Simon

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Date: 2019-01-01 10:31 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Troubling Thoughts (Troubling Thoughts)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[The only answer Aden gets at first is a contented sigh as Ignis lets the warmth wash over him. He's too exhausted emotionally and physically for more, though he knows he only has himself to blame for that. Himself and his own overwhelming stubbornness. It honestly hadn't taken him that long to realize cutting himself off from Aden had been the absolutely worst decision he could have made in the situation, but instead of admitting the mistake, he'd just pushed and pushed until he shattered, leaving Gladio to pick up the pieces so that Aden could put them back together.

He was beyond fortunate that Aden was so willing to take up the task. He would have been well within his rights to just dump the pieces into the trash and wash his hands of the trouble, yet he had not. Despite the fact Ignis had thrown away all they had worked on; despite him breaking the trust they had established; despite his own weaknesses and flaws. He'd let his fear get the better of him. Let the panic of being forced to choose between the direction of his prince and the direction of the man who'd taught him to live again control him in a way it should never have. Ignis was more than smart enough to have found a way to resolve the conflict between the two and he hadn't. He'd just folded like a house of cards.]


I'm sorry.

[The words drift softly across the water Ignis has submerged himself to his chin in. He's lost track of how many times he's said it over the course of the night, the statement both expressing far too little and too much all at the same time.]

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Date: 2019-01-13 10:27 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Blues (Blues)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[Despite how tired Ignis is, the urge to flick his tongue against the fingers that so gently touch his lips immediately bubbles up into his mind. This is not the time to push boundaries or even explore to find new ones, though, and Ignis knows it, so he fights the urge back and instead focuses on not letting himself tense as Aden's hands move to his shoulders. He's well aware of how bad the knots are and how much undoing them will hurt.

This is why taking care of himself is suppose to be a given not a choice.

Ignis tries his hardest not to flinch as Aden goes to work on the knots, though he can't stop the involuntary reactions of muscles far too tense and strained. His breath hitches at times when a particular knot requires more work than another and each time the pain flairs he reminds himself that Aden had asked him only one thing when he walked away and this is why he had asked it of him

Given. Not choice.]

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Date: 2019-01-15 02:21 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Deep Thought (Deep Thought)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[There will be no calling it off. Not when Ignis feels he deserves the pain for what amounts to a gross betrayal of Aden's trust and all they'd worked on together. Of course, he doesn't really get to feel his self-imposed punishment for long because as soon as the knots start coming undone, there is relief right along with the pain, relief he hasn't felt in so long it's magnified several times what it normally would be. It's not long before he starts drifting, sensations all blending together until it becomes hard to tell where one starts and another ends.

Eventually, the involuntary muscle jerks stop and the sounds that slip from his mouth are softer, shifting away from pained and into something much more relaxed.

Why, he might even be able to fall asleep like this. How long has it been since he slept deeply let alone for more than an hour or two?]

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Date: 2019-01-30 04:19 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Protect this Smile (Protect this Smile)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[The fact that Aden doesn't attempt to correct the thoughts that he must know Ignis is having is just one more thing he is grateful for. Even if Aden isn't going to formally punish him for this, Ignis needs something, something to use as a bookend, a touch point for his mind so that when he comes up against it, he can use it to remind himself this time is done and past. It's not meant to be lingered on.

It's the only way he's ever going to stop apologizing both to Aden and himself since it's his own body he's wrecked with his foolishness.

The doze is just the start of the healing process for body and mind, but all too soon Aden is gently coaxing him up from it. At first his mind resists because he's missed the quiet drift so much, but eventually a small smile crosses his face.]


I could just stay here...

[But he doesn't. Instead, he slowly starts to pull himself up from the bath, trusting in the hands he knows will be there to steady him should he need them.]

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Date: 2019-02-09 02:40 pm (UTC)
shatteredlenses: All Eyes (All Eyes)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[To his credit, Ignis doesn't ask for his glasses, though he thinks about it. The thought is a brief one, quickly pushed away by the realization he doesn't want things to be crystal clear right now. He's happy to let himself be guided to the bedroom and to the bed, though he can't help but get one more little dig in as he settles onto the bed.]

You shouldn't tempt me so if you want me to behave.

[Though it is no one's fault but his own, Ignis suddenly realizes it's been far too long since he had a reminder to carry with him. Hopefully, that will be fixed very soon.]

I am so sorry I misplaced this tag! X.x

Date: 2019-04-15 09:17 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Ruins of (Ruins of)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[Ignis draws in a sharp breath when the slap comes. He hadn't expected Aden to give in to his tease, but oh is he glad he did. Air shakily slips back out of his mouth alongside a soft groan as something unties itself deep inside of him, relaxing him even more than he already was. Unconsciously, he moves to allow Aden better access to his body and then does as he's been bade.]

One.

[It's amazing how quickly the tired fuzziness in his brain shifts over into a different kind of fuzziness, something that leaves him needing, but also free of everything that has torn him apart over the last few months, bonds falling away with every slap that comes.]

Two.

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Date: 2019-05-09 01:40 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Time to Act (Time to Act)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[There will certainly be squirming tomorrow, but it's not something that is being saved just for then. Ignis is too worn to maintain his usual levels of stillness, though his movements aren't enough to disrupt Aden's aim. Honestly, they are more shivers and shudders than actual squirming, small things that match the sounds of the soft sighs and not so soft moans that fill the space between number counts.

Embarrassingly enough, Ignis almost whines when Aden changes tactics, the gentleness not quite what he's wanting at the moment no matter how good the touch feels against his heated skin. The sound is locked away behind a small half-smile quickly, though. Ignis trusts Aden, but he also knows how much the man likes to throw curve balls his way. His brain may be too fuzzy to figure out what that curve ball might be right now, but that doesn't mean he's not curious to find out.

Aden doesn't make him wait long and his reward for that is a shudder longer and stronger than any of the previous ones have been. For an instant Ignis' whole body tenses, but has relaxed again before his next breath can finish escaping his mouth, the soft, though ragged, sound followed by a low groan.

Bloody hell, keeping count is going to be much harder now. The only saving grace Ignis has is that there are so few numbers left.]


S-seven.

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Date: 2019-05-30 10:00 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Action (Action)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[If it was hard getting 'seven' out, those teasing touches against his prostate make eight come out more of a needy whine than a number as his toes and fingers curl into the bed anew. He usually doesn't have issues waiting until he is told to come, but the teasing, plus how long it's been is testing his control. Despite the testing, though, he wants to obey and focusing on that helps. It helps until that request and the merciless stroke hit him both at the same time causing stars to burst behind his eyes and driving his breath from him just for a moment before it returns.]

Nine!

[Honestly, the count is more scream than number--harsh and desperate--though if it will be good enough is up to Aden. Ignis is too busy fighting against the tide of pleasure to think about repeating the number. He's just doing his best to hold on for one more count.]

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Date: 2019-06-11 12:04 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Le Gasp (Le Gasp)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[Ignis' whole body shudders and tightens at the sudden change in feeling when Aden presses against him, the way he rocks back into the man without hesitation making it clear he doesn't mind Aden's actions in the slightest. Lowly, he groans in his throat, the sound needy and pleading at all once. Actions and sounds come easier than words right now, but Ignis struggles back through the haze clouding his mind for this, heat nearly dripping from the words when he finally manages to form them.]

Please. Let me... I want to do more for you.

[Later he won't remember twisting so he can look back at Aden without moving the rest of his body, but Ignis does, green eyes glittering brightly with the force of his wish. He knows he doesn't deserve it, to hold this power over Aden, but he cherishes it nonetheless. A soft whine slips from his mouth and he rocks back against Aden again with more force this time. There is so much he wishes, but right now what he wishes the most is that Aden would put something besides that iron will of his to the test.]

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Date: 2019-06-11 01:30 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Shadows Love Me (Shadows Love Me)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[When Aden pulls away, Ignis almost groans in disappointment, but before the sound can pass his lips, he's being flipped over causing him to swallow the sound and draw in a startled breath instead. By the time he's on the bed again, the breath has burst back out of him in a soft laugh. There is almost no time between Aden's threat leaving his mouth and Ignis pulling himself up and wrapping his arms around the man's neck, eager lips pressing into Aden's own, trying to burn away that iron will with the very heat roaring inside of him.

He draws back after a moment, not very far but enough that he can meet Aden's gaze with is own half-lidded one.]


That sounds more like encouragement than a warning. Shall I start counting again? There was at least one more number to go.

[He leans forward again, pressing his lips back against Aden's and then whispers.]

I'm still waiting for ten.

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Date: 2019-06-11 10:50 pm (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Down (Down)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[That moan makes Ignis go absolutely weak which is why Aden has no trouble pushing him back on the bed and pinning his wrists. How can he not go weak when that sound is so beautiful and new? He wants to hear it over and over again, even if that means he has to work his ass off to get it.

As soon as Aden's teeth close over his shoulder, Ignis all but howls his pleasure, arching up into the other man as hard as he can. He pulls to try and free his wrists, but puts no real effort into it. All he wants to do is feel the restraint against them, to know it's there, and to relish in the lack of control even with the challenge that also hangs in the air.

Without really thinking about it, Ignis wraps one of his legs over Aden's, pulling the man as close as he can. Astrals, he wants so much more, but his words are gone again, so he lets his actions speak instead.]

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Date: 2019-07-04 02:27 am (UTC)
shatteredlenses: Le Gasp (Le Gasp)
From: [personal profile] shatteredlenses
[That second groan spurs Ignis on, causing him to press up into Aden when the man settles his weight on him. The friction between them is delightful and every little motion just makes it more so. Ignis lets himself get so caught up in the feeling that Aden isn't the only one who lets out a defeated groan when he pulls away. Still, as his green eyes reappear from behind closed eyelids, they are hungry, needy and hopeful. He knows Aden isn't done. He can tell that much by the look on his face. All he has to do is be patient and he won't be disappointed.]

Yes!

[When the blow lands Ignis all but arches off the bed, head thrown back, eyes squeezed tightly shut. His hands fist in the bedding and he comes within a hair's breadth of falling into release. Oddly enough, it's the reminder that he has one more count to call that stops him. Even so, he can feel dampness on his stomach when he pants out the count.]


Ten.

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